this is what my mother sent to me while i was in yoshi-
your attitude is really breaking your parents hearts. dont know when you will ever wake up and know how to differentiate right from wrong. just remember that it is very very painful for you to learn the hard way. better buck up and stop ruining your life further with those friends who are totally not interested in their studies or future. please go on the right path now.
like ?!?!?!?! RARRRRRR!!!!
HAIYA. she says she wants to transfer me to assumption.
i'll run away from home if she does ah. go ahead.
she doesnt even know my friends.
all she ever does is think that they're bad.
WHO SAYS THEY ARENT INTERESTED IN THEIR STUDIES OR LIFE.
all i did was go to harbour with my friends for lunch.
then you started talking about all these nonsense.
i went to EAT.
you are the one who keeps saying that i need to eat more?
i know you're just lying cos you think i'm anorexic but I'M NOT.
and i'm glad you stopped talking about ____.
you probably saw my phone last night.
she's not who you think she is.
and i know what i'm doing to my own life.
and i'm NOT letting it go down the drain.

I'M SO TIRED!!
I WANNA YAWN BUT I CANT YAWN.
NOTHING'S COMING OUT.
rarr.

i'm so tired.
and i cant stand myself.
i actually lost IT ):
she said she'll find it by this week.
then i told her after exams.
i feel bad. wasting her time only.
what a troublesome lyanne chua.
i dont want her to go get a new one.
waste her money.
i was the one who lost it. ):
how.. careless.
she says she's gonna FIND it not BUY another one.
but how. hmm. it's not that i dont trust her.
but.. i lost it in town.
i cant believe i lost it.
i loved it so much.
kept taking it out to look at it during class, while doing my work,
practically everthing?
and it had to be my favourite birthday present.
of all things.
and, why the ____ from her.
okay i'm talking to myself again.

i slept at around 3 last night.
that's probably the reason to why i'm so tired now.
but shouldnt be what. haiya i dont know la.
was talking to her. i was VERY sad i lost it.
Sihui & i gave her clues.
she found out what it was that i lost.
then i cried. hahahahahahaha.
i couldnt sleep la. kept thinking about it.
stopped talking at around 0230.
fell asleep at 3.

I'M TIRED BUT I CANT SLEEP!
D&t paper tmr.
my mother is killing me.
i happily fell asleep while watching tv.
i love doing that. hate it too.
but today, i want to cos i cant fall asleep.
then when i finally did, she called and told
my maid to turn the tv off & wake me up at 4.
THAT WOKE ME UP. ):
now i'm sad.
cos i cant sleep.

WHAT A HORRIBLE DAY, RIGHT?
harbour was okay. (:
she was there too (:
went to harbour after Science paper today.
the paper was okay la.
went totally crazy.
was "dancing" to Hollaback Girl.
hahahahaha. funny not. haha.
with kim. on the way to harbour.
i banged my butt while trying to sit on kim's bestfriend.
hahahahahahahaha.
i saw the boing boings again.
so cute laaaaa. HAIYA I WANT!
600 buckeroos GO AND DIE LA.
new rabbits. (:
ate chocolate ecstasy. YUM!
then went to eat xxl chicken.
mmmm.
what a yummily horrible day.
she sent me home today and now i'm missing her more.
okay, time to shut up.
->14:36

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